Update 1: I had a break up with the woman I was dating 7 days ago. In my last post I had mentioned how she lost interest in me all of a sudden and broke up with me saying that she wanted to explore. I have been at my friends place since then. I am currently at work from home, working night shifts in an MNC which is located at a 12 hour time difference from my zone. It was a daily routine for me to talk to her while I work. We used to talk from 12 AM to almost 4 AM. For the past 7 days I skipped work as the nights are more difficult and heartbreaking for me. Tonight I returned home and have logged in for work, and as I am typing this, I am having a surge of overwhelming emotions. Everything feels empty and it is getting heavier every instant. It is getting difficult to accept that I won't be having the deep conversations with her anymore. I can feel a lump in my throat and it is getting overbearing every second.