TW/ SH-SUICIDE

Question

I'm am a 15 yr of teenage girl and I SH alot. I can't help it but whenever I get yelled at or angry I'll go in by bathroom and cut myself. I want to stop but it's the only thing that is keeping me alive. it helps me cope with all this stuff. one day my parents found out and instead of being helpful they just called me selfish and that it was sfor attention. I didn't even want them to know. I hare my life, my parents control EVERYTHING, what I wear, what I say, what I do. EVERYTHING. I want to leave. I'm that close to grabbing my parents gun and shooting myself. maybe everyone would care about me when I'm fucking dead. Or maybe I just killed myself for attention. it's sickening how my parents act around me like I'm not even there. I'll be doing something and they will be talking shit about me right in front of me. I hate this. I have it. they call me FAT. I mean Im already self-conscious already. I have social anxiety where I think everyone judges me that's why I couldn't tell anybody.

stuckbutterfly · Answer

hi, if you are 15 I assume you would be in 9th or 10th. it's normal to feel stressed at this time. to be honest I too daily feel like ' why my parents don't get me, why can't they understand me '. It's true that they don't understand us but one thing I can assure their intention wouldn't be bad. So if you feel what they say is right follow them, else do what you like. Buy it can sometimes be risky to not listen to their words and take decision on your own. At any situation where you feel your parents are not right and you want to follow something else. Try to analyze if any of your friends have already taken the decision you are thinking to make, if they have taken how other friends feel about it. after all this analysis make your decision. Sorry to make it so long I don't want to misguide. I have been through your age and 23 now, there is lot more waiting. College is fun. Be hopeful. All the best

stuckbutterfly · Answer

Don't self harm. I used to throw things at wall when nobody is at home to vent out my anger and frustration. It feels good at the moment but is it going to change anything? NO right? Life is tough why make it tougher. Either way you need to get past this, so be positive.

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