Hi. I'm 17 and I can't concentrate in my studies as there's a lot going on in my life and in my mind . I hav literally no one to talk to. I hav no friends and my family hates me . My parents love my brother so much that they forget abt me. I feel soo worthless and useless. I feel like I want to show my parents that I am better than my brother but rn it's just so hard . I thought I overcame my sucide thoughts but idk what to do. I hav exams going on and I can't seem to concentrate . I thought eventually I will get over this or just forget abt all this but I can't seem to . It's like my whole life is falling apart.