Unable to concentrate on studies because recent death in family

Question

hey ah... I'm a student of class 11th and currently facing some serious shits in life.... i just lost my grandparents she was close to me even more than my mom idk i still feel like she's alive I can't accept the fact that she's dead....and after that the person whom i loved the most spended Two years of my life thinking about him ...left me when i needed him the most and idk everything just feels like Killing me i too feel like i should die coz i got nothing ....i was a scholar student but then idk what Happened becoz of him i couldn't concentrate on my studies which made me like this now even if i want to concentrate I can't

praiseayu · Answer

hey ....I too was close to my grandmother ....and I lost her last year ..I will always regret that I was not with her during her last time ....I just want her now with me ...Bcz when she is near me ..I feel so comfortable and special .....I can understand ur situation .... after her death I am shattered ..still I am struggling with studies .......I am in 12 th ....

lazyblossoms · Answer

you know I mean it's just you don't realize yet that you actually lost your grandparents. it happend with me when I actually realized that their was no one for where usally their used to be and I cried out fu*king crazily when no one was at I literally ended up getting weak at Leg and being on knees and cried and cried .... things just got worst

lazyblossoms · Answer

home

i am an immature person so don't judge me i am mental patient

Frustrating

help me please

how do I change for the better?