Have bad anger issues and my phone is so slow sometimes and I just cant handle my anger and I punch holes in my wall. And when I get into fights with my boyfriend it's a hundred times worse and I cant let things go. I mean he lost his trust with me and I try to be nice to him and show him it doesnt bother me when he doesnt answer but it bothers me sooooo much. I just wanna talk to him but I cant. I have no one. No friends and sometimes feels like I have no boyfriend.