Well you have two friends and feel blessed. Your relationship is not your entire world, so please focus on yourself
I am sure it must be difficult for you.
But don’t entirely rely on your relationship.
Try to accept it that it’s over now.
Focus on yourself.
Connect with your old friends.
Do things that you enjoy doing.
I can totally relate to what you're feeling. But it gets better in time. Time heals the pain. For now try to focus on doing things that make you happy and focus on yourself.
Update : feeling better now..... Time heals everything