Hi gamesqueendt. Moving on can be tough but it's hight aknowledged that you you kept yourself as a priority. You cut off from a relationship because it was toxic. Try to spend more time and efforts on yourself. Love yourself for taking this brave decision to come out of toxicity. Do something you love,work on yourself ,keep yourself distracted. And be productive

I was in same kind of relationship. Long distance. He was a toxic. When I met him I thought he will reduce my pain but instead he chased some little hapiness I had. Because of him I lost my friends my parents stop believing me, my studies deteriorated. Finally I met an another right guy but can't express my love to him even if he loves me a lot because my first long relationship boyfriend still bugs and threatens me and not ready to leave me even if I want to leave. He possess some stuffs to blackmail me. It was a mistake I committed In his love. Can't say frankly what I did but I lost everything because of it. Pls move on. Take me as an example. Atleast u are free to move on I can't even do that. I had lost everything I don't want u to be In my place. Just wait for the right one.