I lost a very important friend, more than friend btw.. we were dating for some time, then things happened and we broke up, it was all his decision, not mine. I loved him with everything i ever had.. its been more than a year now but still some things bring back the thousands of memories. I have cut off a lot of people since we broke up. I barely talk to any one now. He never told me why he was breaking up. He just said he doesn't sees me in his future, but we shared everything as friends and even after coming in relationship. I keep overthinking, i dont know how to get out of all this mess. I am not looking forward for some response cz most of you will not even read till here, and i dont think anyone can help me. Just keeping it here.