Hi Noor, Well it’s sad to see after putting so much into a relationship and the other person doesn’t reciprocate your feelings. I suggest focus on yourself and your career, don’t waste your time on him as he ain’t the right one for you. You deserve someone better who values you :)

Thanks rkaka. I have been trying keeping myself busy in work. But he is there at the back of my head 24/7. And I really doubt if ever I am gonna come out of it and be with someone else.

Hey! Thanks for reaching out. I am sure it must be really difficult for you I can only imagine what feeling you must be going through. Investing so much in a relationship and ending up disappointed is a terrible feeling but at the same time you should acknowledge this that you are safe from a toxic relationship, that person never valued your presence and better now than later. Had it been more late you would have felt more shocked. I am sure the void can’t be replaced at the moment. It will take time. You will have to accept this and yourself that you are made for bigger things and you deserve someone who celebrates you everyday and is not afraid of commitment. Don’t give him the power to control your emotions. Have your closure and feel this emptiness for a while. Try to reflect and retrospect. Try to grow from this situation who is more aware of self and now knows her worth.

Thank you Zoya for the kind words. It's been really devastating. No closure for nothing. Not knowing the last time when I spoke to him was actually the last. Not aware the last time I hugged him, would be the last, the last 'i love you' would be last. I feel it's his pattern. The world feels he is a gentleman. He is a one with lots of 'tehzeeb' 😂 see the irony. He discarded me on basis of bullshit reason. Such a narc. I am so stupid I still feel the love for him. I have worked for him like a mother, a cook, a maid only to live my life in disdain.

@noor there is someone better waiting for you. You shouldn’t stop your life for him, the sooner you move on the better

@rkaka yeah, I am trying🙏 hopefully some day not so late I will be back sane and calm

Yeah! So you now know that he didn’t deserve you at all. You invested your 100% and you were loyal to him this explains the kind of person you are. This is your closure as a person you did what was right. Don’t push yourself in any new relationship unless you’re ready. Take your time. Focus on your personal growth. Things will eventually fall in place

@zoya right. I agree to everything you said. Waiting for the light at the end of tunnel :)