I was under a very bad mental state since a couple of months as i am away from home in this pandemic. My mental state worsened so much that to feel better, I cheated on my boyfriend. It wasn't cheating in the literal way, but it's something I'm not proud of. My boyfriend was the only person i could talk about my mental health to and now, hes not there for me. He wont even take me back. Now I'm left with this anxiety and depression all alone. And i dont know what to even do about it. I make so many mistakes just because of my horrible mental health that i regret horribly later on. I cannot cope with my mental health. The only person that helped me cope, is gone now. And that too because of me. Help.