I've been dealing with my break up kinda bad:/ Been letting guys use me for my body. Been having mental breakdowns in the bathroom at work. Been thinking about killing myself over and over again. Like if I jump in front of a moving truck that would be great. Or if I jumped off of a tall building... or if I slit my wrist deeper than I already do. I know exactly where to hit for it to kill me. I know how to tie a noose. So imma just yk end it.