I can understand how you feel.. Don't worry you can come out of that pain.... Just do things that makes you happy... That celebrity may not be there anymore but you can watch his shows whenever you want...
I am unable to watch his shows everytime I see his picture or video I start crying 😭
Just accept the truth.. He is an amazing person and he helped you overcome a tough face without even him knowing it. You can overcome this. Everybody have to leave one day. And I don't want you to be the one who did nothing in his / her life rather than spending time in grief
Sorry to hear of your loss. May his soul rest in peace