I have experienced depression since I was 15 and nowi am 20.I couldn't identify what was happening to me but with time I learnt a lot about depression myself and understood that that's exactly what was happening to me.At home we had family issues and it was so open that the community could see it
....this actually led me to isolate myself from people I became anti social and preferred staying home and this led to low self esteem which is what I feel like is stopping me from achieving a lot of things ....whenever I go out or go to a place with people I start judging myself that maybe am not good enough to be with these people.i really want to get my old self back who was so passionate about everything and so confident but it seems like I am failing