Its the morning right now, but I still want to write something. Every morning is the same recently. I wake up and all the happiness from my dreams is washed away, and all that is left is giant pit in my stomach. I still feel so much guilt and regret over things that happened 3 years ago. Now I'm thinking of something that happened yesterday. I got too much confidence, and I spoke up in class, I said something so dumb. I haven't been eating much lately. Not because I'm deliberately starving myself, but because all I can focus on nowadays is that pit in my stomach. Ill try to eat more.