I am a 22 year old medical student. I feel lost in life. I don't know what to do. I chose this field but i have thoughts about leaving it. I have no motivation left , lately I find myself thinking of leaving my studies and choosing to just get married and stay at home all my life. I don't know how to decide what do I really want. Do I want to get educated and work or do I want that kind of life. I feel so confused. I wish I could talk to a professional therapist who would help me in understanding what's going on in my mind. But I don't have money for that and I can't tell my parents about all of this. Somedays I wish all of this to be over. This mental battle , is becoming overwhelming