unable to cope with studies thus suicide ideations

Question

I have backlogs in engineering in my 1st semester I just loosed my hope I wish to work hard and clear all backlogs bt I too stressed and due to this neither I study much nor I m seeking good with anyone I became so annoying it seems that I am always angry irritated with everyone I have a relationship failure too it makes me feel that I am loser all my siblings are well educated and even good looking I am fed up of comparison I wish to attempt suicide bt I can't please help me please

zoya_ahmad · Answer

Hey! Thanks for reaching out. I think you have been comparing your relationship failure with every aspect of your life.  It happens that our expectations are not fulfiled sometimes but that doesnt mean that it’s the end. Focus in your studies try to make a realistic schedule and goals that you will work  on achieving. Looks are not to be compared, rather than focusing on what you can’t change focus on what you can change and prove everyone that you are also doing good in your respective career. Looks are not the right spectrum to compare yourself on.

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