I'm In a stage where I'm unable to decide in my relationship. There were years where I felt I was the one who was begging for not letting the relationship end and eventually I lost interest fighting for a long time. Now I'm in a state not able to let go of this relationship or choose a good one. I'm not able to judge if it's good to fight again or let him fight for me once. I feel low I'm not valued. Should I hold on or should I choose the one that comes my way ?