i want to be happy but no matter how hard i try i fail recently i lost my younger brother and i feel like my whole world is finished i want to study but i just can't my colse friends just left me all alone i want to share my feelings but i just can't sometimes i feel suffocated whenever i remember my brothers death i don't feel okay he took his ladt breath infront of me and i just couldn't do anything i couldn't protect him whenever i remember those memories i feel like destroying each and everything in the room i don't feel myself anymore and my exams are also coming i want to do better in them but i am just unable to do anything i don't know what to do i really miss my brother.