I think you should focus on building a routine slowly.
If you're not in college yet, you have plenty of time to explore different career paths. Give yourself a little break. You're going great! Good luck
Hey don't be worry about it. Even iam in 11th and i also choose medical field. I can completely understand what you r going though. Just try to be happy by doing your hobbies, extra activities, spend time with your family. Initially I would recommend try to create a happy life then you can focus more. And when this covid situation normalise go and join offline coaching it would be better. Don't worry everything happens for a reason buddy. You will be fine soon❤️.