I'm emotionally invested in this guy
We have been dating for the longest time and I don't remember him being a good boyfriend.
I lost myself confidence because of him, he used to cheat a lot and I'd even question myself worth.
He always says mean things then say he was joking.
I love him a lot I really do.
I know I have to breakup with him but I am afraid that he'll find someone else to love and give that person the love I've been longing for.
We are always fighting and I'm always uptight when I'm with him