I can totally relate to your condition. It's definitely nowhere close to easy to get out of the house when you are having such severe mental health issues. I too am going through almost the same thing on daily basis. But just remember we are together in this fight. You are not alone. Every day and every moment of this period is extremely painful. But just remember we have to make it through and we will make it through. Have faith. Don't lose hope at any cost. That's it. Do connect with me if you wish to. I think we share very similar experiences and we would do well to support one another in overcoming our mental health challenges.

I feel comforted knowing someone else can relate to this. The fact that I did get to a point where it wasn't so heavy and I could still function and now I'm back to feeling worse than before I was even diagnosed makes it difficult to not lose hope

Consult a psychiatrist..pls

I cannot afford to. That's why I stopped seeing the one I was seeing last year.

Yes survivor princess that's so true. I can relate to that even more since I have survived multiple episodes of depression and anxiety just like you and here I am back again with another episode. I have been dealing with this intermittently recurring condition for the last 17 years. Would you believe it? Could it get any worse? That's why I said I can relate to your condition so well. Just keep it touch. We can surely make a good difference to each other by sharing our daily experiences. I hope this interaction itself gives you some respite however small it may be.

Thank you for sharing your experience. That definitely sounds like it's been difficult having daily battles for 17 years.

It has been an inexplicably tormenting journey. In my previous episode of depression and anxiety I was bedridden for 6 months. Getting myself out of bed for even a shower felt like I was asked to lift mountains. Needless to say there were continuous extreme suicidal thoughts all day long. I used to be on bed 22 hours a day out of the total 24 hours. I think you can imagine how hopelessly pathetic and terrible my condition was. My parents used to cry helplessly sitting beside me as they had tried everything possible and yet they were unable to lift me out of my illness.

That is what I'm dealing with now. I've been in bed for the passed two months. My parents haven't even noticed anything.

I am writing all this here so that you get to know how incredibly similar my condition was to yours and that it gives you hope that you can still make it if I have.

Maybe.

I know exactly how hopeless you must be feeling right now going through all this. Well princess, however hard it gets you will make it through. I know you will. I can sense that ability in you. Just don't lose faith. Believe me People here are going through much worse conditions than ours. We will make it through. I know you will make it through. Connect with me personally if you feel like it at all. I am sure it will do no harm to any of us. In fact it's bound to help both of us in a good way.

Keep sharing both of you.. granting and receiving support,.. don't give up before the miracle happens

I can also relate to your stories...I am right here... keep sharing.. trust me this too shall pass... miracle happens

Telling somebody people have it worse doesn't help. The fact that others have it worse doesn't invalidate how I feel or mean I'm living in candy land.

Thanks drearyflamingo. Any words of encouragement make it huge difference in such difficult times.

Well certainly it doesn't invalidate your suffering Princess. I am not saying that your suffering is any less than others. Given the fact that you are not getting your parents' support either indeed makes things even harder I know. But what I am really trying to tell you all along is that I am with you. We are with you. You are not alone.

Yes.. trusting is true

Princess.. right now for you is to get admit in a psychiatrist ward.. change the doctor..a new one..put yourself in a safe zone.. even if your parents not paying attention to you.. you can do it for your self dear

You speak like that is free. It is not.

I understand. That's why I didn't suggest any therapy or psychiatric treatment, since you had already mentioned that you aren't in a position to afford that. For the moment I would just say that just hold on to the faith Princess. This time will pass. The only thing we can really do in the times like these is to persist and hold on to our patience and hope. Just avoiding taking any extreme step would be enough under these circumstances Princess. No need to have big goals at the moment. Just coming out alive from this condition is what we ultimately want.

Alright

Yes princess.. what trusting has suggested is very true..cling on to it..I also agreed to it 💯 percent…if my suggestion is not apt at this time..

How do you feel now princess? I know the feelings won't change so quickly. But just wanted to remind you that we are here for you. Share your thoughts/feelings here as frequently as possible. That's the best way to get help from people here.

Yes.. keep sharing princess

How are you doing princess?

Hey. Doing the best I can at surviving. How are you guys doing?

All good.. take care of yourself.. God bless you

That's all that's needed. And it's enough. No need to stress hard on putting in more effort. @Princess