It's addiction Phase 1, sounds really bad this word and is hurtful but it is the dependency, I am not saying that 5 months u can't find love but u were actually not prepared and 5 months means u r lucky that so soon u are pushed out of something which eventually will be toxic. Understand he has his own fights he has his battles ...u need to love u, learn to love u so that u can be with someone without addiction. Been through this...it's hard as hell ... distance now child...if months trun to years...it's going to be worse

Try to work on yourself, focus only on yourself. Try to do things that makes you feel good.

completely agree with unloved ....u words are just Awsm ...keep spreading it ....it really helps us a lot .. thnx

Hi. I can feel the pain from your words. You are so courageous that you wrote it here. Most people don't do that. I would say.. life is too short to remember a person who hurt you. Let's see a flip side of this story. You got saved that you got to know the real face of him only in 5 months. Imagine how would you feel if you would have got to know his intentions towards you after 2 years of relationship. You got saved my friend. Celebrate this moment. Give some time to heal from this. Trust me you will get this over after a certain period. We all face similar situation in life whenever we trust someone more than anything. You are a strong person as you have courage to share the story here. Make yourself more stronger and take it as a lesson. All the best.

I can get you totally you feel like your efforts,love and all that care went completely unrecognized but remember we are talking about a person here and we cannot control people and their choice depends on them ,those words must have hurt you for real and you might feel like an idiot for giving all you have got for a person to tell you " I didn't ask you to do all that for me " but don't feel bad about it like I said it was your choice to give it all for him it was your choice don't be embarrassed about it just because he ditched you ... appreciate yourself for being such a kind hearted person instead of blaming yourself be proud of yourself and you can actually help yourself relieve from that pain accept the reality , I know you would have fantasized a lot with that guy in your dreams but honestly girl that guy seems like a self centered person to utter such words to you without any thoughts regarding your feelings . It's better you came to know about him in just five months if this had continued just picturize yourself putting all those efforts for your relationship to sustain you will end up putting extra efforts to cover his part of contribution to the relationship . Just cherish yourself and try to focus on yourself and move on don't wait for a guy like him to accept you even if he accepts you by now , for instance you will be relieved from your pain but you will suffer for the rest of the years to come try to associate with your friends and don't expect him to get back in your life . Just see the reality here he blocked you everywhere don't go chasing him to get answers because if that guy thinks you unwanted in his life then his answers and all those stuffs is not going to add any value to your life . Invest in yourself, one day for sure you will feel great about getting out from this toxicity and just thank that guy for saving your time

we are in the same boat I can't take this pain I feel like I wanna die .