Hie I was in a relationship for more then 9 years. A lot of things happened during these nine years but we were together always. But from past one and a half months we havent talked to each other. My boy friend broke up with me telling me I'm a toxic person. I have somehow accepted that we can't be together but all the memories haunt me. They don't leave my mind. Today is one of those days where I'm blank. I don't know what I want. I want to let go but how. How do you get rid of everything that has happened in 9 years. How.