Hi everyone hope all are doing well. I am suffering from depression. Until I was 7 my life was perfect me my parents and grandparents. When I was 8 my grandparents moved to my uncle's house. They got very sick. My grandmother died when I was 9. In a year my grandfather died again when I was 9. Grandpa died due to covid 19 when I was 9. He used to get me chocolate every day. Now even the best chocolate isn't the same. I can't do anything. I lock my self in my room all day. I'm not eating properly. I'm not sleeping properly. I don't know what's happening to me . I think of dying sometimes and I'm just 11 . I told my parents once but they made it into a fight and now I'm scared to tell them , i might hurt them and i don't want that . I need help . But i can't talk to my parents about it.