Well I am going through girl problem.. I can't even describe this heaviness this feeling of not get the love back.. And the hurt I get when I am unable to see or even just text her.. And sometimes even when I talk it hurts.. Knowing she will never feel the same for me.. She doesn't want to.. I'm again and again crying out to her.. I did a lot begging and what I never thought I'd do.. Just want her to say.. Ye I'm here and I will be and I choose u.. I'm going crazy .. Sometimes I feel it is ok. I keep telling myself.. Ok ok.. It's like I'm taking 1 , 2,3 strep and then again I'm back to zero.. I want to get over but in the same time I don't.. I really am unable to let her go.. Although she would eventually go.. I have no say in it.. It's like I know everything but still I want her.. And wants to know she wants me