I'm 22. When I was in school, I would normally do a lot of things to grab attention, almost weird things like claiming to hack someone's social media or something of the sort, or get involved with someone's boyfriend etc etc. Almost a decade later, I have absolutely no friends, and although I have changed almost completely, I still can't begin to understand if the problem is in me or am I just overreacting everytime somebody is nice and drive them away. This year has been such a low point in my life because I don't have things or places to distract me from the turmoil inside and it sucks