Hey! Thanks for seeking help. I can understand, how all the memories must have relapsed. You must be feeling overwhelmed.
But let’s try to accept this that it’s okay, you gave your best to the relationship, yet it didn’t work out they way you want because you deserve better.
Cheating is a choice. 11 years matter a lot. But you are much stronger than this.
Try to first acknowledge the feeling, feel it and then try to outgrow it with rationalisation.
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