No one will understand you . It's you who can understand you better in this tough time . I will not suggest you to go talk tk people tell your problems to them like others because no one will understand you even you close ones will get irritated by you one day . I can only say that be strong and find other things which makes you happy.Just don't look for a person to heal you because only you can heal yourself . Others will only push you down with their fake concerns or they will leave you one day.
I am sure you must be feeling devastated, but we will have to accept that someone can not act according to how we want them to, they can’t always be there for us.
We need to lower our expectations from people.
Reason being A) they can’t read our minds
B) they also have their own priorities to deal with.
Either tell them about your expectation or be able to accept it.
Try to be self reliant as much as possible.
We love ourselves when we start to appreciate our efforts and accept ourselves the way we are.