I see, I am sure you must be feeling overwhelmed. I am right here to listen to you. Pls share

Ok thanks for your comment. I am an MBA worked as an event planner in a company. Right after covid hit, everything got shut, same with my company they got low in business. So I have to be at home since last year. When first lockdown happened everything was fine, I was not having any type of negative thoughts but as soon as everything got opened up. I kind of felt that I might getting lost somewhere. I tried to stay positive as much as i could. I started doing exercises you know just get some positive vibes in the morning so that my whole day didn't get waste. But after sometime, when I experienced that everybody is working from home. Like they are earning you know, they dont have to expect from anyone anything. I was handling myself pretty well by then. But suddenly my family started saying the sentences like she is at home since one year or from that time. She is just at home, doing nothing. I started feeling devastated. I felt like I haven't achieved anything like i never made my parents proud of me. I know i have chose a career with so much variables in it. And then started seeking other jobs like adminstration or human resource jobs where you know i can work if again lockdown happens. But then I used to get rejected either i didn't get revert mails or got interview but get rejected. It just I am loosing my life purpose. My parents that i dont have any stress or tension regarding them, but do not want to hear that how much of pain i going through right now just to see them in such tension. I dont know what should i feel or not

I dont have any friends. Since childhood i have made limited friends but everytime i have ended up alone. I am not able to seek what is wrong with me that evry friend i made had left me and that too without giving any reason. So i cant share all of these feelings of mine to anyone. I am in relationship but that person is also doesn't wanna hear all of this. Once I told taht person that i wanna go to the psychiatrist. The answer was so lame.. y you wanna go to the psychiatrist. Nothing happens to you.

Dont worry..chicsalt9 I can understand how u r feeling because this same thing happened with me In past..i also dont have any frnd..but if u want we can be frnd here..all people here are good they will give u good company..so just feel happy and dont feel alone..because beautiful thing take time..

Pandemic has affected us all in the worst possible way. I can understand it must have been difficult for you. On the top not having a friend, makes it even more difficult. You have been holding up so much, I am glad you could express.

Do not try to controll your emotion and feeling let it come on the way accept it then naturally it will disappear

We all are here to concern for each other like a family so on behalf of the concept i ask everyone to pray for positive vibes to be developed in your mind and ask god to give you energy to become stronger enough to face these kind of things I am also facing some things at very recent so i can understand that conern receiving is like heaven on earth You just have to believe and join good people Good things will happen All the best

Thank you all of you for your concerns. It means a lot