Nothing major happened to me but who I was a few months ago is a complete different person than who I am now. I remember feeling that I was on the right track of becoming the best version of myself.
Currently, I'm confused and tensed. Confused to the point that I tend to forget what day and date it is, as well as having blurry visions about my memories. Back then, I remember things very easily. I'm tensed to the point that I have a headache every single day, both my teeth and my jaw are in pain for clenching too hard— even in my sleep and my whole body feels stiff and uncomfortable.
I feel emotionally immature; like as if I don't know why I feel this way and what are these feelings. I feel numb, is what I'm trying to say; I barely talk to anyone anymore. Imagine a few months ago, you were always out and having fun with friends and now you barely pick up your phone and text to check up on them for no reason.
I need to change, I really do.