my family has always been so so toxic and i am going to cut them off as soon as I get away from them. they have messed me up emotionally and mentally. i can't process emotions or just be "normal" because of all the trauma they have made me go thru and still do. it gets so hard at times even now that i just wanna run away but it's not very practical atm. i just can't wait to get away from them. time and again, i feel so helpless and alone. idk if I'll ever be able to heal from it but my biggest priority rn is to get away from these people.