It really takes a lot to see the toxic behaviour of parents due to their own issues and struggle. You love them because they have gone through a lot meanwhile you have a lot of anger built-in for them because of what they did to you...how you couldn't have a normal childhood, you don't have any good memories of past. And on top of that, not only your parents but also your friends and strangers come and betray your trust. It really gets heavy most of the time.