I don't know what is happening to me. I don't feel like doing anything. I feel so down. I don't feel happy at anything. I lost interest in everything. I don't have good relationship with my parents or family. I live far from them. But I don't like to talk to them because they pisses me off. I feel like it's become a habit of being unhappy. Often I am having digestive issues. I don't have any hope for my future. I don't know how to move forward with my life.