"kill yourself" I hear voices. I don't think I am a psychic anymore but I have had dreams that actually came true later in my life. it still wonder what was God's reason behind these dreams. I also live in a haunted place bc we can't afford to live anywhere else right now. I got attached to smoking weed and Swisher's and blacks at 12-15. I wasn't like "I can't stop" I just didn't want to, I was convinced it was helping more than hurting. I finally stopped weed but I find it hard not to drink every so often.