Since the beginning of the second lockdown, I've gained around 12 kgs. That's a very big number in just a couple of months. Everyday when I look at myself in the mirror, I get anxious and disgusted. I want to go back to the way I was for which I started exercising as well but I just can't change my food habits. I'm worried that if I'm ugly nobody will pay me any heed and this is tampering with my confidence