If anyone else would've asked this to me I would've advised them to love themselves and focus on themselves. But here I am anyway, with a really stupid problem. I'm obsessed with the idea of falling in love and crave for affection so bad that I waste my days thinking if I'll ever get "the one", and either get jealous when I see couples, or obsess over them. I don't know, but the kind of person I am, I don't think I'll ever find love, it seems too hard. And I'm young to think of all this, but I've had break downs due to this, so it does matter very much to me. It seems like I'll never get that affection I crave for. And this hurts.