I don't know some thoughts that r in my mind are just eating me up
rin
wt's that
_stressedthrushe7_
What has happened to me I used to be a focused, ambitious student who used to give answers in class. I used to study so hard. Nowadays I am not able to concentrate. I feel down among my peers
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I have no confidence, I feel uncomfortable under my own skin
_stressedthrushe7_
Hell, I can't live like this
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It's soo depressing, I wish someone understands me
_stressedthrushe7_
I wish I just die than to live with these thoughts 😭💔💔😭💔
rin
listen i know this feeling is really making you anxious
Shivaang
Do your shaaraadh through your own hands like freshy aghori did
Shivaang
that will clinch your dark or toxic mindset
rin
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but don't think about like i was like that before you aree still ambitious little lost try meditation it will really help you to calm down little
boastfulmussel0
why end the journey, life is beautiful, talk to me
_stressedthrushe7_
But for me it's hell out here, I'm really sorry I'm bringing these thoughts here and making you all feel low but no one knows the actual pain I am in right now. The fear of failure, the anxious thoughts everything, depression, not wanting to talk, getting irritated everything has increased
_stressedthrushe7_
I don't know but I can't, I am overthinking so much that it's really killing me
humoroustortoise7
it's okay just share your thoughts and some point we all can understand you
_stressedthrushe7_
I wish this ends tonight I wish I get heart stroke and die. I feel sorry for my parents and everyone. But what do I do I've become so pathetic
humoroustortoise7
woahh listen nothing is permanent and this too shall pass ...i know you feel low and disturbed but talk to us listen good music ..watch something that makes you smile
boastfulmussel0
you just need clarity nothing else, see if you can connect
rin
dont say wtever u r saying i feel that too but we have support ourselves a little just think this time will pass i told my self this too just hang in there beautiful days will come
humoroustortoise7
try to find out one good thing even it is the smallest thing that make you happy in your day
rin
yeah
_stressedthrushe7_
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Ok
Shivaang
try to be objective mindset
humoroustortoise7
just share the moment if you had any
_stressedthrushe7_
The biggest issue that I am facing these days is lack of concentration in studies. I've become an attention scoope if people don't reply to messages I get so upset that I start crying. I see people r looking down on me they are growing in life but I am not I am stuck with my emotions, it's slowly slowly leading me to depression.
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Please help me realise that except family and God nobody is important. I even have problems going on in my family and of course life. So, I am finding happiness and escape in Kdrama's and Jdrama's and then I'm delaying my studies because it's becoming and addiction that's taking me away from these horrible thoughts
humoroustortoise7
you are halfway through the bridge as you already know that nothing is important than family and God
Shivaang
not even your family or god is important
Shivaang
Your life is important, do something valuable
humoroustortoise7
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and the one where you are crying when people are not replying than try to accept the fact that if they want to talk they will you don't need them ...just give that importance to people who don't deserve and maybe sometimes they must be busy or have forget to reply....think positively
humoroustortoise7
Problems in family are common may be the situation differs but trust me spending time with family will actually make you happy
_stressedthrushe7_
Yes, okk 👍🏻
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Honestly this is the best place to share my emotions. Thank you everyone!