what is dude rambling about bruu🗣️

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im gonna end my fucking shit like real soon bru im about to turn 12 on june 11th, i had surgery and have been rotting in bed for the past few weeks i cannot go see my friend or do any of the stuff that i had planned i upset my girlfriend, noone supports me being trans i speak to 20-40 year olds on a daily basis, i feel really bad cause im talking to all of thesse people and pay less attention to my gf by accident i dont know what is wrong with me and wanting to talk to older men constantly and depend on them all the time even though i know its bad cause theyre alot older and all they want from me is nsfw pics n stuff i love my gf alot tho shes the only person ive ever been attracted to ever i hear whispers and voices and im not being quirky about this i actually hear fucking voices and whispers they sound like mumbling even though i can make out what they r saying they scream at me and i cant sleep its 2 am someone please help me aannnddd euhm shits so cringe ommmgg 💯💯❗🗣️

nty2 · Answer

I am sorry to hear that.. I cannot say I support u being trans but I recpect people choices.. I know who hard it is being trans my classmate also get bully because of this and everyone talks and stuff and nobody will understand that only rhe people who expirence it ykyk. I get ur problem with talking with older men maybe try to talk to ur girlfirend about it.. if it is too hard don't talk instead either write it to her throught chat or face time her. I hope u heal from both surgrey , mental , and relation aspects .. just remember u still young and its okay to feel  that this situation is awful and I cannot get out of it and stuff yk.. I really hope one day u can sleep peacfuly :( without having to hear these awful voices also happy early brithday