my family has been a shitshow for years now,it all started when my mom got schizophrenia,according her all the neighbors,all the relatives are calling her a bad charactersless person which absolutely wrong,she says she hears them calling her names but it's just hallucinations,she won't go to doctor she won't talk to anyone,according to her everybody is against which is not true,she had even forgot how to talk to people respectively,she always out to quarreling.She was not like this before,she was just as any normal person would be but she has changed,I know she loves us and I to but her schizophrenia is just getting out of hand,I was young when it started,all along my elder sister took care of but now even she is fed up,my sister had got really bad depression,sometimes she cut herself,she always talks about killing herself,last year she almost committed suicide I stopped her somehow,I don't know how long I can save her from herself.I myself have very bad anxiety,I get panic attack.