why am I such a burden to everyone and myself?? once a failure always a failure . when will good things happen with me ? why do people around don't even try to understand me ? it's so difficult to exist and survive like this !!! my parents dony even know the shit i have to go through on a daily basis and the pressure on top of it . got bullied on a daily basis, trying to get over someone , fixing and trying to have a career. on the outside I might look like i m ok but deep i m broken and fucked up . endlessly crying and mental breakdowns , anxiety, depression, pressure....when will good things actually happen ? is there even a good thing meant for me?