Why can't I talk and be like other women? why every single time I end up being the one who doesn't know how to talk and is not fun and does not bring peace and happiness to the partner or friend or a family member? even though I try my best to say good things and talk good but I always fail to the point that right now I feel so broke and useless and hopeless in my existence. all that I can feel right now is pain and hopelessness