look be a good mom that's all i say you know how much childs feel grateful when they have loving ,caring , understanding mother who can be Their best friend buddy also and Believe me by seeing them happy you will feel the Peace you have never felt before . you know im a child of mother who dont give a fuck about me you know how much it hurts it hurts like hell when you wanna just kill your mother so be good mother to your child dpnt be cause of their pain