my mother who is a retired Banker told me this- it's hard to get a job, but it's even harder to keep it. I realise this now, that how true she is. I understand it's been just over a month, and i am still in training phase, but i did some mistakes. Things went ok after that but I am scared to bones. every night after I finish my work it doesn't feel like a relief but a horror. i donno if the cases i handled were rightly done. i donno what would auditor of my cases would find and would i clear them. Things went horribly bad after that one mistake i did. I kept thinking and asking myself how the hell that happened. i never repeated that mistake i improved yet a lot but, the fear kept clinging to me like a snake. it went so horribly bad that I vomited in fear. i kept rooting for the worse. I donno if i could pull this off.