Would you like to loved unconditionally?

Question

I have spiraled down into nihilism and I have been trying to find a way out through meditation and spirituality. I have forgotten who I really am, I have nobody to love and devote myself to. I just wish there was someone out there, whom I could give unconditional love and devotion, someone whom I could connect with God, with the one, with consciousness.

arjun0813 · Answer

your are such a passionate lover...

shivang · Answer

do you know what soul is?

humbleservant · Answer

love is the only way I can bring meaning to an inconsequential life

humbleservant · Answer

looking into my soul led me to spiral into nihilism because I found nothing but emptiness

arjun0813 · Answer

when did you break up with your girlfriend

aloofshads6 · Answer

talk to me buddy. I need love by someone and someone to love. feeling very low these days.

humbleservant · Answer

@shivang. my friend, I saw deep into my soul. It is the origin of my journey. Searching for my soul led me to nihilism

shivang · Answer

soul is not something inside human body, the soul is you who resides in human body that's why you just saw emptyness

humbleservant · Answer

@arjun0813, I have not been in any sexual relationship for 4 years

humbleservant · Answer

@shivang I understand. The soul is my consciousness. I have had a direct experience multiple times through psychedelics

shivang · Answer

you still didn't get it.

humbleservant · Answer

@aloofshads6 sending you all the cosmic conscious devine love that I can

humbleservant · Answer

@shivang I am listening

humbleservant · Answer

I understand i am the soul and the human body is just an outer shell. I have passed that stage of consciousness long ago

shivang · Answer

so you experience that, can I ask you a question then

aloofshads6 · Answer

😂😂😂. thanks buddy. I don't feel sexual relationship is the answer. you can find fulfillment just by a connection. even with a best friend. not that typical group hang outs where everybody knows everything. I'm talking about heart to heart talks.

humbleservant · Answer

please do

humbleservant · Answer

@shivang go ahead

shivang · Answer

so after that kind of experience is the person connect to the parbharma or become parbharma?

humbleservant · Answer

you become parabhrama after that experience

humbleservant · Answer

but all of existence and the entire universe is nothing more than your perception so if keep going deeper you realize brahmand is nothing and spiraled down into meaninglessness and emptiness. and the only way out is love which is why I am here

shivang · Answer

so you saying is that those people who have experience that state have became parbharma, is that correct

humbleservant · Answer

yes

humbleservant · Answer

go on @shivang

shivang · Answer

sahi kaha

shivang · Answer

kuch logo ka kehna hai aap sirf us energy se connect ho jaate ho, per isse kya hi farak padta hai

shivang · Answer

farak padta us experience se, vo ho gaya to zindagi jina thoda asaan ho jaaega

humbleservant · Answer

arey woh hone ke baad I have gotten more depressed because of nihilism

shivang · Answer

ha mere saath esa shuruaat mai hua tha per ab nahi

humbleservant · Answer

how did you get out of nihilism and meaninglessness?

shivang · Answer

esa mere saath tab hua tha jab 5 minute meditation ke liye ( mene us din farsh per late kar meditation ki thi) baitha tha per 25 minute kaha gaye kuch pata hi nahi chala, ghar vaale sochne lage mar to nahi gaya

shivang · Answer

@humbleservant understand krishan life or you can read osho book krishan the man and his philosophy

Warrior11 · Answer

no i cant handle that any more

shivang · Answer

@warrior11 what??

Frustrating

help me please

how do I change for the better?