its been months yet i havent reached for what i wanted. I admit i envy those younger or new artists who just got more attention. im happy for them but at the same time its like stabbing me to the heart idk why.. i understand ppl have their own preferences but i felt the longer i go, the lesser attention i got..The only therapy i do alone is to see my last vent abt my art comments and supports from my moots plus crying becuz sometimes letting those tears and frustration out might help...I never wanted to tell this to my family becuz they would just give me a whole damn lecture abt it OR when i just wanna cry after drawing, they think im getting crazy cuz stress, pls all i need is just comfort or at least a hug yk. I know im not the only underated artists here. Hope u guys can still keep up aye. Pls do not be like me, im sure y'all can reach too.