I don’t know what to do my whole family is being my enemy because my ideology is different from them they started saying I have mental illness , the thing is that I’m from a very conservative family and they want a women to sit in the home and do housework , I’m against it I shout my voice against which they made me as their enemy , I want to become a doctor I don’t even know what to do next I have failed miserably in my first attempt I was even not having coaching , my parents are so toxic I can’t concentrate even I can’t even cry . i wanna die I dont want to be waste I don’t want to be like my sisters help me I can’t tolerate this much anymore