hi wakeful

I'm sad and upset and afraid of something wakeful

I love a guy for 2 years but last year we were caught to our parents soo both the family strictly told us not to talk to each other and should break this love but if he come to hostel we will talk without our parents knowledge daily ni8 I used to talk to him while I go to sleep I feel safe when I talk to him today eve he went to his home so we couldn't talk to each other

I miss him I need to talk to him but don't know how I miss him a lot 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

now I am crying a lot my eyes are red and my head started to pain don't know what to do

yeahh sure still we have 1 yr to complete our clg and we are seeking for our job harder but for now I miss him a lot wakeful

okayyyyyyy

what will u do if u afraid of something and don't know the reason what you are afraid of

I don't know I'm overthinking

about him

I know it's silly and childish but I need to make my mind

noo the only way we talk is in his insta page we will send msg in his id hope soo he slept due to travel tired I don't want to distrub him but still ufff

when he return back I'm just going to record his call

what about you how are t

how are you

we should with our parents permission they won't but we are going to try untill we die

may I know what is that thing

yeah that's why we are trying hard to settle our carrier

good decision all the best for the change

thank you wakefull

yeahhhh I'm too tired but my eyes it doesn't obey my wordsy hands too stupids it doesn't let my mind to sleep

😂😂😂😂😂okay

what are you doing

how will u sleep if u watch mobile just close ur eyes and concentrate on ur breathing u will sleep automatically

good night have a sweet sleep thanks for talking to me ❤❤❤❤❤have a wonderful days ahead