I have anxiety problems. I am exhausted of everything. I am tired I am done with everything I just want to rest , no burdens over my shoulder. No matter how much i confessed everything , i feel guilty for telling it. I feel guilty for telling my problems to people. I don't think people take me or my problems seriously. They just think me of some kind of attention seeker whenever i cry. I can't go to college. My parents are tired of me, worried sick about my result, they just think me of some irresponsible kid, my friends think i am very happy in my life because whenever we talk i smile or i crack jokes with them. Now it's been 7 days since i talk with my friends.. no one messaged me and ask me if i am okay or not.. actually my my friend's boyfriend did message me what can I say to him. Now i just don't know how to open up with strangers..tbh i know it's my fault only. I just want to sream at top of my lungs and cry my heart out. I just need one person to whom i can vent out evrything