Hey everyone,I just can't deal with my life right now.I'm just tired of living a life thats not even worth it.Depression,career and a lot of stress puts me in a difficult situation.Im just leading a hopeless life and I think that I don't deserve any happiness.I just hate myself for the mistakes and regret them.I'm in need of someone.....plz help me

Question

lovesickporpoise2 · Answer

hello

Vasavi · Answer

hlo

lovesickporpoise2 · Answer

u want to talk?

Vasavi · Answer

yeah

Vasavi · Answer

I just don't wanna live anymore

lovesickporpoise2 · Answer

okh u can share to me whatever u want to

lovesickporpoise2 · Answer

why do u think so

lovesickporpoise2 · Answer

are u comfortable talking  here

Vasavi · Answer

Im just a bad thing

lovesickporpoise2 · Answer

or u wanna talk one on one

Vasavi · Answer

I'm good for nothing

Vasavi · Answer

I want to talk one on one

lovesickporpoise2 · Answer

okh

lovesickporpoise2 · Answer

do u use telegram?

lovesickporpoise2 · Answer

or Instagram?

lovesickporpoise2 · Answer

@vasai u there?

Vasavi · Answer

I use Instagram

Vasavi · Answer

hi wakefulcow1

Vasavi · Answer

I'm just tired of living

lovesickporpoise2 · Answer

okhh share your insta username

Vasavi · Answer

I feel that dying is more comforting than living in this situations right now

Vasavi · Answer

vasavimitigiri

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

hii

Vasavi · Answer

hlo

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

what  happen sis why are u think like that

Vasavi · Answer

I'm just leading a hopeless life

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

dying is option for u

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

life is struggle be courageous

lovesickporpoise2 · Answer

I texted u there

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

I also feel hopeless in my life some time but I am  enough to motivate for me and   u are enough for urself @vasavi

Vasavi · Answer

u know guys whenever life hits hard I always try and get up

Vasavi · Answer

but its becoming hard,Its not even getting better from time

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

I understand u  try always  .But then why u want to skip it

Vasavi · Answer

in a way I feel that we should live in order to be sad every single day.....and we should celebrate happiness like a festival

Vasavi · Answer

dying is more comforting wakefulcow1

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

see@vasavi   difficulties come in them life who are ready to fight it.say to ur life come difficulties I am ready to fight with u

Vasavi · Answer

I can deal with difficulties but I can't live them anymore

Vasavi · Answer

problems after problems....makes me low depressed

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

u are strong girl  . I know u why are u think so but dying is not option for u

Vasavi · Answer

no,I don't have any close frnds with whom I can share all these

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

@vasai  u understand hindi

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

then I will tell u some thing

Vasavi · Answer

s.I understand hindi and I can speak hindi

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

ये दुख दे दर्द सब तुम्हारे अंदर है  तुम अपने बनाये हुए पिचड़े से बाहर तो निकलो ।   तुम खुद मे एक सिकन्दर है

Vasavi · Answer

no,I'm not.

Vasavi · Answer

I just hate myself

Vasavi · Answer

yeah

Vasavi · Answer

I'm the only daughter and son of my parents.

Vasavi · Answer

but I have many problems

Vasavi · Answer

Im worst at dealing depression

Vasavi · Answer

I just want my parents to be proud

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

u think what happen to ur parents when u think so thought of dying

Vasavi · Answer

yes

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

u don't love ur parents

Vasavi · Answer

there will be pain but they will get used to it

Vasavi · Answer

alotttt.....I can die for them

Vasavi · Answer

I can't even think of hurting them

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

then why u thought so dear

Vasavi · Answer

I know them....for them I'm their entire world

Vasavi · Answer

becoz I'm fed up with this life

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

u have to live for ur parents.dear every one  suffer with any issues

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

but dying is not solution

Vasavi · Answer

but is there any guarantee that I will be happy?

Vasavi · Answer

is there any guarantee that I will make them happy?

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

see dear there is no guarantee  for anything.without difficulties u don't imagine life

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

happiness is inner in urself not in others

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

khushiyan tumhare andar hai  dear bahar nhi

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

Tum bahar khushi  search karoge to sad hogi

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

love urself

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

are u understand@vasai

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

u know one time I trying to died it make my health more worse

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

there is also no guarantee if u trying to died u will die

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

it also makes ur life more depressing may be

Vasavi · Answer

I don't think I will get better

Vasavi · Answer

I don't know what to do

Vasavi · Answer

no....I use Instagram

Vasavi · Answer

no snap

Vasavi · Answer

yeah....ok

Vasavi · Answer

I have no hope of living

Vasavi · Answer

becoz I'm tired

Vasavi · Answer

I'm tired of living a sad life

Vasavi · Answer

Im just waiting for my deadth to mock ke

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

okk

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

if u want to talk u can talk to me

Vasavi · Answer

I think my problems are small for others to listen

Vasavi · Answer

but for Me they are huge

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

I know

Vasavi · Answer

I just need a solution to maintain some peace of mind

Vasavi · Answer

to stop that suicidal thoughts

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

sometimes problem is small but we make its huge

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

u make a new friends

Vasavi · Answer

they will also leave one day

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

u  can busy urself in ur life goals

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

so this thought  don't come in ur mind .

Vasavi · Answer

I'm also confused at my goals right now

Vasavi · Answer

which is way more worse

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

if u   are okk then  u make me ur friend

Vasavi · Answer

ok

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

okk

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

u need to break of ur life

Vasavi · Answer

yeah

Vasavi · Answer

I just want a break from every single routine

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

go outside

Vasavi · Answer

that doesn't feel better becoz no one is accompany me

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

u have to go a places where u feel happy

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

dekho  phele to tumhe khud se pyaar karna hoga

Vasavi · Answer

I'm not allowed to go outside that too single becoz I'm a girl

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

dusro se  expectation bilkul nhi

Vasavi · Answer

mujhe khud se pyaar nahi hai....mai sirf khud lo accept kar chuki hoon Ki meri kismat me sirf sadness likha hai

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

see some movies  which u like

Vasavi · Answer

try kar chuki hoon

Vasavi · Answer

sirf divert hothi hoon

Vasavi · Answer

air jab mai free hoti ho on toh sirf rothi hoon

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

from where  u are

Vasavi · Answer

India,Andhra Pradesh

Vasavi · Answer

and u

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

Uttar Pradesh

Vasavi · Answer

ok

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

meri mother says to me God muskile bhi unhe deta hai jo ladna janta ho usse

Vasavi · Answer

Haa....meri maa bhi vahi bolthi hai

Vasavi · Answer

par ab mujhe unse ladne Ki taakat nahi hai

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

go ur relative house where u like to go

Vasavi · Answer

ek sachi baat batavu

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

what's ur age

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

haa

Vasavi · Answer

mai kahi nahi jaa sakhi thi hoon

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

why

Vasavi · Answer

kyunki risthe kharab hai

Vasavi · Answer

22

Vasavi · Answer

and Urs

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

same

Vasavi · Answer

aap student ho

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

dear  do not think so much

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

yes

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

student and work

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

both

Vasavi · Answer

basically I'm a over thinker

Vasavi · Answer

wowwwww.....

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

yes I see it

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

it happen dear I am also like that

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

but I  motivate myself

Vasavi · Answer

kya aap apni problem bata sakthe ho?

Vasavi · Answer

agar aapko baath karni hai toh

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

aab to mujhe kisi ke dosti ya mohabbat ki jarurat bhi nhi hai

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

nhi

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

mujhe koi problem nhi hai that time

Vasavi · Answer

mujhe bhi nahi

Vasavi · Answer

life me koi permanent nahi hota

Vasavi · Answer

sirf maa baba hi hai

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

ya

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

jab pta hai itna to ku over think karti ho aap

Vasavi · Answer

vahi toh problem hai

Vasavi · Answer

over thinking

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

try mediation

Vasavi · Answer

It doesnt work for me.I tried

abjecttomatoe4 · Answer

try to see some motivational video in u tubes

hello

Frustrating

help me please

how do I change for the better?