You don't have any other option. Who have to live with this feeling until you get another a person who loves you.
the thoughts are killing me
I know . But we can't do anything. We can just learn from mistakes. Next time we can be more alert what a person can do to us. And I think this is the way life teaches us our importance that we should be more focused on our life and the ultimate truth we came alone and we will go alone.
I know it's hard to live alone. But we are helpless. We have to wait for right person.
why don’t you join listening circles and discuss this there
you really wanna keep giving your live to someone who doesn't want or value it??